Anyway, I've about had enough of "friends" utilizing me for THEIR benefit and then when I need someone to talk to they are NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. How flipping convenient! That's called selfish and makes me want to punch bitches in the face. I mean, HONESTLY!
It's similar to religion in that ... do you only call on God or pray to him when you need something? (probably, cause you're selfish) but that's NOT how it's supposed to be. You are supposed to be there for good and bad; to laugh, cry, etc. Real friends share everything, not just what's needed. Frankly, I've had enough of people only calling/texting/talking to me when they are in need of someone support but then offer me nothing else at any other point in time. EFF YERSELF.
I'm to the point where I've come to realize that I cannot have the mouth or temper that I had before, and that my father's death really made me humble and quiet - but I'm about to lose my patience and revert back to the old maniac that I used to be and just start losing my biscuits on everyone and punching people in the face!
So, I suppose I should pray for MYSELF. and for your stupidity/selfishness.
Thanks :)
